A Sunday Afternoon

I was lying down resting in my room. I didn't fall asleep, but when I got up I felt like waking up from a dream.

I felt an urge to get out of bed and went onto the balcony.

The sun was setting behind the house, and in front of me, the clouds were pink.

The sound of the sea, the birds and the strong autumn wind gave me an intense feeling of freedom.

I walked the street in front of the house, admiring the green of the trees and plants growing freely in the empty lots.

I contemplated our pumpkin patch, which seemed to glow, and with a deep breath, I smiled with profound joy.

I looked at my house, and it felt like I was dreaming and, at the same time, waking up from the dream.

I felt like the girl from a few years ago in Porto Alegre, wrapped up under woolen blankets, dreaming of one day living near the sea, and when I get off the bed I Am the woman I am today, a conscious creator enjoying life beyond drama and suffering, living the Ahmyo Life.

It was like time travel; I felt like I was in two places at the same time, and at the same time, there was no time or space.

At the same time that I was two versions of myself, I was neither, I was the Eternal Being.

I felt like a newborn getting to know the world.

It was as if I was seeing each leaf for the first time, smelling the eucalyptus and the sea breeze for the first time.

It was as if I had been placed to live this life at that moment and everything was being presented to me.

I woke up with new eyes.

Beyond what I had ever dreamed of - this is the gift that is here.

Minutes after this cosmic experience that we can literary call an epiphany, I sat on the porch of my house to eat a sandwich.

Yes, it was that simple.

Sitting down, while Lucas was talking to a friend on the phone, I saw something fly into the house.

Since we live in the middle of nature, it is quite common for many animals to fly into the house. I once received a visit from a hummingbird, but that is another story.

This time I wondered if the figure I saw entering was a bird or a bat, but I was surprised by a butterfly!

I love receiving visits from my pakawuah (totem/power animal).

Its flight was frantic, but I managed to capture the shade of blue in its wings. It flew fiercely, shocking everywhere, while I watched it still.

Then it circled around me and flew quickly but gracefully out the back door.

When I went out to look for it, it had disappeared, as usual.

The speed with which everything happened was somewhat shocking.

I often see butterflies on the way and feel happy and accompanied, but this agitated butterfly came loaded with magic and passion.

A messenger, a multidimensional navigator.

When I saw that she had disappeared, I was left with the delightful enigma of her disappearance as an invitation to explore other dimensions.

Her brief visit also connected me to my passion and reminded me of the joy of sharing a simple story.

With love,

Liah Ahmyo 🦋💙✨️

Beyond Suffering

The choice to go beyond suffering can be challenging.

Simply because suffering has been the way of living for human beings since the beginning of history.

Suffering was the only way of living I knew.

And when I speak of suffering, I also speak of dignity and worthiness.

Do I deserve an absolutely joyful life? Or can I only be happy after working hard?

When I chose to go beyond all suffering, I chose to go beyond karma.

The karma of past lives, which I have come to know very well in my meditations and inner journeys. This has been released. No ancestral connection is a prison for me. In place of prison is gratitude, honor and liberation.

I also chose to go beyond trauma, the way I was raised, the wounds of childhood. Of course I needed to look at all these wounds and painful memories with great clarity and compassion for many years. Until they stopped being painful and transformed into wisdom that serves me, into beautiful parts of the beautiful story of my life. A story that I love today, a past that is now shrouded in light.

When I chose to go beyond all suffering, I chose to go beyond drama. I cannot be the creator of my reality while I see myself as a victim of it. I cannot point fingers and blame the outside world, because I am the only responsible for the emotions and thoughts that I choose to feel and think, and thus I create the reality around me that corresponds to my choices.

To truly go beyond all suffering, it is necessary to open yourself to life completely, without resistance.

It is necessary to welcome each sunrise and each blow of the wind, it is necessary to breathe deeply the joyful song of the birds and the scent of the flowers.

It is necessary to dive deep into the colors of life and dance joyfully the dance of love.

Living a life without suffering is done with the courage to look at your darkest parts, see them without judgment and being honest with yourself.

It is done with a loving and caring look at yourself.

You feel all this love flowing through your body and your entire Being.

And then this becomes your full reality.

Fully loving yourself and being love with All That Is.

Fully living what is destined for us, Human Beings.

A life without suffering, a life of Joy on Earth.

Caraíva, Bahia - Brazil

Seeing Myself

This is a colored pencil drawing I have on my bedroom wall.

I created it as a mirror to see myself clearly.

I was feeling trapped on identity.

I still cared so much about how others saw me and about what others thought of me, that it wasn't letting me be myself fully.

It was a pattern I chose to break.

I chose to set myself free to create a clearer self-perception - that is based on how I see myself rather than how others see me, or even, how I used to see and judge myself based on old stories.

It allowed me to integrate identities I wasn't even aware I was identifying with, parts of my shadow.

They were like subtle thoughts in my subconscious, like the belief that I was not good enough, for example. These parts of my shadow became visible through events in my life and were then easily brought to light through conscious breathing and presence, thus being integrated into my Being.

This shift of perspective is representend through the many eyes in my drawing, I drew each one of them as an eye that faces inward. So it's like all the outside eyes are looking at me, but they become my own eyes having an inner look.

This inner look doesn't exclude any parts of who I Am.

These eyes see me fully, Whole.

They see my beauty and my fractioned parts.

They see my grandness and my glow.

And they look with so much compassion, encouraging me to acknowledge All That I Am.

Self-acknowledgement also came as a gift when I opened to this clearer self-perception.

The ability to acknowledge all the good things I've created in my life, that I was just taking for granted. To feel grateful to myself, to honor and thank my choices.

These eyes even look me with admiration. And not just admiration for who I am as a person, but also for the uniqueness of my essence.

All these experiences are an ungoing unfolding, as I integrate every identity and become identityless, as I merge completely in divine consciousness.

My drawings are also portals into other dimensions, and since my post is inspired by this eye drawing , I will share a multidimensional experience I've had with it.

I was breathing and looking at my drawing like it was a mirror, when I remembered that it was also a portal, and I communicated with it subtly.

My attention turned to the little orange butterfly right on the top of the drawing.

The butterfly, my pakawuah* 🦋

I felt her in my heart and felt inspired to sit on a bench in front of my house to write on my notebook.

In the middle of the words , a butterfly appears.

A simple drawing with a simple pen, a simple butterfly.

"Fly to Theos" she says

That's what I write right on her side.

Then I close my eyes, I take a deep breath, and Theos comes to me.

I am on a Crystal Cave, under the sea, on Theos.

What a magical gift my friend the butterfly gave me!

The experience continued a few days later:

I Am at the beach with my partner, Lucas

We both sit on the sand in silence and stare at the sea. It's a cloudy day and some gentle rain is falling.

Out of nowhere a butterfly appears, crossing the horizon just in front of us, flying furiously against the wind and then disappearing inside the sky.

She just disappeared inside the sky.

What else could she say?

She just demonstrated how to transced dimensions.

If that said something it was certainly "fly to Theos, like me!"

I felt so inspired by that beautiful creation that when I got home I gave myself one of my "Magical Travels"

Simple Conscious Breathing & Allowing Theos to come to me again.

It's all connected, seeing myself and expanding into all realms.

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*pakawuah: animal that accompanies you on your spiritual journey.

I hope this post has inspired you to cross dimensions, to breathe deeply, and to acknowledge All That You Are, each and every day 🌟

With love, Liah'ah.