This is a colored pencil drawing I have on my bedroom wall.
I created it as a mirror to see myself clearly.
I was feeling trapped on identity.
I still cared so much about how others saw me and about what others thought of me, that it wasn't letting me be myself fully.
It was a pattern I chose to break.
I chose to set myself free to create a clearer self-perception - that is based on how I see myself rather than how others see me, or even, how I used to see and judge myself based on old stories.
It allowed me to integrate identities I wasn't even aware I was identifying with, parts of my shadow.
They were like subtle thoughts in my subconscious, like the belief that I was not good enough, for example. These parts of my shadow became visible through events in my life and were then easily brought to light through conscious breathing and presence, thus being integrated into my Being.
This shift of perspective is representend through the many eyes in my drawing, I drew each one of them as an eye that faces inward. So it's like all the outside eyes are looking at me, but they become my own eyes having an inner look.
This inner look doesn't exclude any parts of who I Am.
These eyes see me fully, Whole.
They see my beauty and my fractioned parts.
They see my grandness and my glow.
And they look with so much compassion, encouraging me to acknowledge All That I Am.
Self-acknowledgement also came as a gift when I opened to this clearer self-perception.
The ability to acknowledge all the good things I've created in my life, that I was just taking for granted. To feel grateful to myself, to honor and thank my choices.
These eyes even look me with admiration. And not just admiration for who I am as a person, but also for the uniqueness of my essence.
All these experiences are an ungoing unfolding, as I integrate every identity and become identityless, as I merge completely in divine consciousness.
My drawings are also portals into other dimensions, and since my post is inspired by this eye drawing , I will share a multidimensional experience I've had with it.
I was breathing and looking at my drawing like it was a mirror, when I remembered that it was also a portal, and I communicated with it subtly.
My attention turned to the little orange butterfly right on the top of the drawing.
The butterfly, my pakawuah* 🦋
I felt her in my heart and felt inspired to sit on a bench in front of my house to write on my notebook.
In the middle of the words , a butterfly appears.
A simple drawing with a simple pen, a simple butterfly.
"Fly to Theos" she says
That's what I write right on her side.
Then I close my eyes, I take a deep breath, and Theos comes to me.
I am on a Crystal Cave, under the sea, on Theos.
What a magical gift my friend the butterfly gave me!
The experience continued a few days later:
I Am at the beach with my partner, Lucas
We both sit on the sand in silence and stare at the sea. It's a cloudy day and some gentle rain is falling.
Out of nowhere a butterfly appears, crossing the horizon just in front of us, flying furiously against the wind and then disappearing inside the sky.
She just disappeared inside the sky.
What else could she say?
She just demonstrated how to transced dimensions.
If that said something it was certainly "fly to Theos, like me!"
I felt so inspired by that beautiful creation that when I got home I gave myself one of my "Magical Travels"
Simple Conscious Breathing & Allowing Theos to come to me again.
It's all connected, seeing myself and expanding into all realms.
I hope this post has inspired you to cross dimensions, to breathe deeply, and to acknowledge All That You Are, each and every day 🌟
With love, Liah'ah.
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