Hello dear Divine Humans!
Today I want to share a beautiful part of my journey from Awakening to Realization.
Translation from the photo:
Never attend college.
Never have a job.
Being a Realized Master.
You can talk to everything.
You can speak with no words.
Energy is only communication.
The food sings from the mouth to the stomach.
~ I Exist ~
I made this drawing after listening to Sam's channel at the “Magic of the Masters” event that took place in Slovenia in 2018.
I listened to the event in January 2019. At that time, my human mind had no idea what “Realization” meant and that I had chosen Embodied Enlightenment in this lifetime. But my soul knew. And that's why Sam's message resonated with me.
Sam is like a great friend to me. Since I'm 7 years old I feel this way. Since the day my mother (Master Lucyah) told me that Tobias would no longer be channeled because his soul wanted to express itself as a human being again, and that expression would be through an American-born boy named Sam, and that he was exactly the same age as me! (Both were born in 1999).
Knowing about Sam's existence made me feel like I had a friend somewhere in the world. A child unlike any other, someone I could talk to someday and who would understand me. I always felt that one day in my life I would meet this being.
Years passed, and Master Lucyah continued to share the adventures of Tobias and Sam with me. I think she realized how happy it made me to know how my “friend” was doing in his human life.
It was like somehow Sam and I were sharing our journeys. And I think this is very much related to the intrinsic knowing, seeded in the depths of my soul, that I came to this planet for something great.
Listening to Sovereign Ascended Master in early 2019 was really profound for me because it made me see how I had gone astray. How I had lost myself in distractions. I had forgotten about the magic. I had lost the connection we had when we were kids.
It was like seeing a friend I hadn't seen in years and asking "what have you been up to?" and he shared so much wisdom and beauty, while I had chosen so much suffering.
We were now 19, in our late teens, he was experiencing a fluid Ahmyo life, and I was recovering from my journey through hell.
In the years I had closed myself off from communication with Sam - which was a consequence of closing myself off to myself - I had experienced hell on Earth. I experienced abuse, disease, and poverty.
Listening to him talking about how he was communicating with energies, singing with food was shocking. I felt the pure magic channeled with the words. The same magic I had in me and that I was afraid of, the same magic I repressed but never ceased to exist.
I didn't feel guilty that I wasn't living as gracefully as I deserved, but instead, I remembered.
I remembered that I had a friend who wouldn't let me forget who I am.
A friend who would somehow remind me that we are here to live!
We are here to inspire, to be, to shine!
And his message brought me so many memories. It helped me to realize so many belief systems and to open up to so many divine potentials!
One curious thing about the girl I've drawn next to the notes, is that when I drew her, I didn't know who she was. At that time I had straight red hair and I didn't like wearing flowery skirts, she didn't look like me.
Until one day, I hold my notebook in my hands, looking at this same drawing, my hair is orange and wavy and I'm wearing a flowery skirt.
I didn't attend college. I don't have a job. And thanks to this "free time" I realized my Realization.
It seems like the words have left the paper and become my reality.
But I know they were only on paper because I had already created that reality in the first place.
It's a beautiful experience of timelessness.
Merlin effect in action!
Thanks to my friend Sam… someday we'll see each other on this Earth, and we'll know who we are.
Or else we will continue to dance beyond space-time at the Ascended Masters Club!
I am present.
Presence is trust and integrity.
Presence is unconditional acceptance.
Presence is openness.
Presence is beyond doubt.
It’s the realization that doubt, fear, and anxiety are my energies.
It’s embracing my energies with courageous passion.
It’s embracing ALL of my energies, allowing their natural flow, allowing them to find resolution and serve me in the best possible way.
In presence, there is no need for controlling, because I know that anything that may happen is the best experience, and then I enjoy every moment deeply in love with my creations.
I am present when I feel life inside and outside of me
In constant expression and expansion
With its explosions of beauty and its delightful deaths
And I know that in the middle of this
At the beginning of all things
There am I
Or better said
I Am Here
I am the radiant consciousness
The radiant, infinite, and eternal consciousness that creates everything,
I am present in every atom of energy
Filling every single thing with the Joy of Being
In this moment there is no need for words or thoughts.
I simply allow myself to feel the joy of Being. And it is sublime.
Sometimes it can be ecstatic, but it is always sublime.
In this moment I perceive reality with my own eyes, free from third-dimensional illusion, free from belief systems, and not seduced by distractions.
I am so bold in my Presence, and so loving in my Beingness that nothing else matters.
Life is a joyful journey, full of perfect now moments.
This story began the morning I wrote the text about going beyond anxiety.
I wrote with a lot of passion and when I finished I was beaming with happiness - what was just a page from my August diary had just turned into a post that would help humans around the world to also realize how anxiety is only energy!
Sitting at my desk I looked out the window, and as I usually do, I took a good deep breath receiving the green of the lemon tree leaves that fill the entire view. Amidst so many leaves, the white of a flower bud stood out.
But it wasn't just any flower bud. It was pointing in my direction. The same moment I saw it, I thought to myself: “Oh, how beautiful it is! I imagine the moment it opens, the flower will smile at me, right in the direction of my window! I imagine the moment when that happens, I will be so happy to see such a beautiful flower”
I allowed all this joy to flow through my being and got back to work. I went to the living room with my laptop and only returned to my room in the late afternoon.
When I entered my room and looked out the window, a divine surprise: the flower bloomed!
So tiny but so full of life, full of love, full of the sweet smell that a lemon blossom has.
A smile spread across my face immediately as I walked towards my gift.
There it was, smiling at me, right in the direction of my window.
"Amazing!" I thought “didn't it blossom really fast? I thought it would take longer… Wow, so you mean I'm really manifesting my desires quickly?”
“Nonsense…” said a more cautious facet: “the flower would bloom anyway! It is its nature - whether you wanted it or not, whether you saw it or not, it would bloom.”
And then I got the insight!
Isn't it so with every choice?
Aren't my choices like beautiful flower buds that will open whether I like it or not?
The nature of the choices is simply to happen.
And no matter how much the human is lost in illusion, the choice will always be real.
The choice will always be a potential, a reality that is happening.
The flower blooms and the choice happens.
But am I present to see it?
That's what defines the experience.
The next morning when I opened the window, the flower was even more open and more beautiful, even more smiling.
On the third day, it began to fall apart, petal by petal.
And finally, the core with all the sweet aroma was on the floor.
I was not sad to see my friend fall apart and go towards decomposition. This is also the nature of things: "A true creator creates, blesses, and allows it to go!"
I let her go with great love and honor, as her short stay had reminded me of deep truths and had gifted me wonderful insights.
But looking at where she was and not seeing her made me think:
"What would have happened if I had not looked out the window?"
Let's use looking out the window as a metaphor for presence.
Let's suppose I wasn't present.
I was so distracted by the human activities that I completely forgot about the abundance around me.
So I don't even look out the window, or when I look I just see with human eyes: “a tree, leaves, nothing new”
What would happen? Would the flower not bloom just because I'm blind to it?
Would life stop flowing just because I can't see it?
No, life would keep flowing.
The flower would open and fall apart.
The birds would continue to rest on the branches of the tree and fill my yard with their singing.
The clouds would continue to dance across the sky in different shapes and fall to the ground in the form of rain.
And the rain would continue to release that delicious and unique aroma onto the earth.
But… am I present to receive the gift?
Am I present to perceive the present?
Imagine the birds, the rain, the clouds, and the flowers as your choices.
They are happening.
You just have to perceive them, and they will be part of your reality.
If you are distracted and unconscious, living out of your presence, you won't notice and you certainly won't receive.
You will keep saying that there is nothing new and you will keep perceiving only lack.
But if you allow yourself to be present, you will begin to see life with new eyes and you will discover that true creation is effortless. Creating is your nature. Receiving is your nature. Just as the nature of the flower is to bloom.
With love and passion,
Liah'ah.